and it's not that i'm feeling any less of the music the good things the upswing

but this is the first in awhile i have felt a sudden decline

the thing that says, shutup, you. quiet now. you're none of what you think you are and always less than mediocre, don;t think for a second you've lost me i'm sitting here and i'll scratch your eyes out

only i know it's all lies and everything's fine

but for a moment, swiftly down like owls on field mice

goodnight