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paisley demons plague my brain

20 October 2002
2:16 pm

there was a problem. a headache that started at eight o clock last night was determined to most likely be due to addiction [one who drinks nothing but mountain dew cannot go cold turkey on caffiene, and i'd had only half a glass of diet coke since i went shopping the other day] and jumping up at eight am this morning [thank you body], i was quickly notified the headache wouldn't be dulled, nonono. more pain. more pain, more pain! and headaches love morning sunshine. and car rides. by the time i got home, less than twenty minutes later, i felt like i'd been sick for days. laying in bed clutching a pillow to my head and cursing my stomach until i had to take my brother to work smashed all fantasies of going back and sneaking in and pretending i'd never left. i slept until two and have been trying to drink cherry coke.. but it doesn't seem to be helping much.. it's a weak substitute, love. angry synapses cry out for the real thing.. 12oz of yellow highlighter fluid goodness.. a straight shot to the brain