i dreamt about the word solipsism that's all i can remember i walked into rehearsal and they were talking about me chris asked me if my ears were ringing they were talking about me and my shell oh we're old friends i don't feel much like punctuation today apparently or more than one thought to a line the other morning i was in a dream and nick told me he didn't want to see me it was so real, i thought it was real i woke up with a headache and no desire to move five minutes later i had the gradual realisation it was all a dream and slow as it was i felt great i'm just pushing these buttons because i have nothing else to do looking for a pattern sunday, monday, happy days blah blah blah groovin' all week with you these happy days are yours and mine it's 4am my computer clock is starting to skip again i wonder if i'll someday know a lot about dividends i'll be twenty in four days i usually forgot to double space my essays for teachers but i always used periods blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blablablah if i don't start writing soon i'm going to start crying soon i want to watch david the gnome and play a piano and drive for hours drive all night without firey auto crashes oh no. charles in charge is on next. i've got to get sleep before that happens yes it's important i need more music more music more music you're still here, aren't you aren't you?
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