it's a strange thing to listen to a song and say to myself, "now, that's odd. i don't think i've ever heard this part of the song."

but surely that must be impossible because i've listened to it many times.

and then i realised, i've never listened to it with the left speaker hooked up.

this changes many things.

not really. but blah blah ablaha

the winds are up and i can see the leaves moving, it's cold outside but much more comfortable to lay in the grass and the sun and the dollar weeds and watch the little tree grow. it is beginning to grow up and i can only imagine what spring will bring for it.

the dreams of the past two days have been crazy and vivid and when i wake up i feel ______. and more and more often i'm realising that i'm dreaming i tend to wake up shortly after. or stop being concious of what's going on.

i'd like to write out all the details but i've got to go.. get car insurance.

i finally took back my library books, isn't that special?