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maybe she's really thirty now

08 April 2003
4:40 am

i don't know why i leave when all i want to do is stay. sleeping next to him is one of the most comforting things i have ever experienced. even being clammy as i am with the humidity as it is. and still, i drive home. what the hell for. to sleep alone and uncomfortably at that.. silly silly girl. what do you think when you do things. mind body and heart say stay, then what is it that says go?

driving down the last road before i pull into my driveway is never time enough to finish the song, always just reaching the point where i remember learing the meaning of the words, or at least in the way i would come to understand them. a short drive around around the block with the windows down saves me from having to press stop, to interrupt it's fun before it's through

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sleep now that you're here stupid girl

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