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neon golden like all the lights

08 October 2003
11:11 pm

so. where am i? i am 20 and soon i will be 21. i needed a car so i could get a job, but i needed money to get a car. and a job to get the money. so i bought the saturn swampvehicle for 100 dollars and eventually traded in the job at tiffanys for a job at compusa i'm not sure i want. now where's the money? it's coming, sure. i've only recieved one paycheck so far. am i trying to actively improve myself? yes.

i still owe voicestream (now t-mobile) six hundred and some odd dollars. and the letter from ucf's housing office says i owe precisely eight hundred and fifteen dollars. and zero cents. and it also doesn't hesitate to remind me that means i am considered "not in good standing", which explains why my accounts are on HOLD and therefore my transcripts will never be sent ever ever into infinity and that in the event i have a question or concern, i can happily call this number. thanks, maybe i will.

and it becomes more and more apparent i will have to leave this house. soon.. before patricide or fratricide comes into style.

and i'm feel like i'm getting nowhere, because there is still so far to go.

i've had this sharp piercing feeling cutting through the front left of my head all day.

oh yeah, i almost forgot. tara's pregnant.