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09 March 2004
9:58 am

three entries in one day and it's only ten am. how charming.

it is chilly. i should have grabbed a sweater this morning but in my haste did not think of it. i also neglected to bring my cd player meaning i have to suffer through polite conversation with my fellow coworkers. and for the most part, i am not in the mood.

what is this haste you speak of, sara? was not your alarm set for seven fifteen? why, yes! it was. either i screwed it up somehow or it did not go off because a little after eight mary was was knocking on my door. "sara? someone's here to pick you up for work." ARERHALSKFDJASLGHHHHHHHH! said i. i managed to get ready in what i like to think was three point five minutes flat. dan says i am not a jerk, but i know better.

i'm going to break this phone if it doesn't stop rining. and it doesn't even tell me what extention is ringing so i know who to yell at for not picking up the damn phone. i hate that. this keyboard is so loud. i'm just a big fat pissy pants. i'm going to be a joy to work with today, oh yes. i just want to do my job and get the fuck out of here. maybe i'll go next door for that poetry thing they have the second tuesday of every month but i always forget about. is it the second tuesday? i think it is. i just want to do my job and get the hell out of here and curl up in a ball somewhere possibly under a blanket preferably near the nicholas. that would be terrific. sorry mark, but i'm just not in the mood for a good time with old friends tonight. perhaps another time. sara is a bad friend.

sigh. where the hell did this onslaught of meloncholy come from? i wish it back from whence it came. vile moodiness.