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and it's not the weather, hand me my leather

19 March 2004
9:11 am

my stomach hurts. i should have eaten something this morning and not drank a soda. but i didn't want to spend money on coffee and i woke up oh so late. :( i think i heard jonathan say they were cooking barbeque for payday food. which means i may have to go and buy food ANYWAY. blast.

there were many things i wanted to say yesterday evening but since i am without a computer, and writing them down would just be too easy, i am lost.

i do know the reason i was so disoriented when i woke up yesterday at five am was because i was still dreaming. it was a very strange thing. and the only thing weird about last night was that i fell asleep long and hard and woke up at seven to shut off the tv yet i wasn't smart enough to hear my alarm and consequently had a very hard time waking up.

nick came to see me last night and i was very pleasantly suprised by it. i spent most of my evening trying to straighten up my room and organising cds and things. i was so tired when he got there, i wish i could have been more. uh. entertaining? i dunno. i wish i didn't have to work in ten minutes, i could have gone to his house last night. i don't get to see him all that much what with the renfest and working early and not having a car. it's stupid and unfair. but it doesn't matter. he's my panda, that's what matters. aw.

just have to make it until six today. don't have to suffer through midnight madness (thank ye gods above). then the blessed show. then my day off! yay! no, just kidding. day off means renfest. all day in the hotsun, oh yes. there should be a movie or something tomorrow evening, yes there should. and i was really crossing my fingers for sunday off so i could actually do two days in a row, but i have to work 4 to 9 pm for some friends and family sale that was opened to the public. fucking lameass. i can't do renfest (or i could if i had a car) and i can't watch the boys play d&d. stupid stupid stupid. waste of a good sunday.

bleh. commercial sales people are getting restless and i have to go to work anyway.