mm. i really want a tiffany's greek salad. but i am out of luck. i have no way to get there, and even if i did, i believe mary is there. and i don't feel like looking at her.

holyholy. spc has a class called 'tracking stolen and counterfeit art on the internet'. i can't wait to back to school. i dropped eight hundred dollars of grandma's money into my bank account today. so i can pay ucf off and get back into their good graces. i can go back to school. i can go back to school.

i remember this one time when i was in seventh grade and i was having a conversation with my mother and i was swearing up and down that i would never ever go to college.

and then i remember this one time i had this crush on a boy called will o'brien that lead me to want to go ucf, and when my future boyfriend said that's where he was going, it made the choice a lot easier.

and there was also this one time i slacked off a lot at the end of high school and completely ignored all the paperwork for college, but went anyway and went home three months later because i decided it was stupid and i'd much rather sleep. and that time i decided i was done. no more school for sara.

now sara had a problem and sara was a stupid girl and sara had some deep shit and sara could not forget.. smashing pumpkins lyrics? where the hell did those come from? bwhahaha.

anyway. i quite obviously changed my mind awhile ago and have been desiring school in great amounts. and now i get to go. let's hope i do good things.

people keep asking me what i'm going to go to school "for". and if i had to pick something now, i would definetly say education, but i'm not really sure. and that used to bother me a lot, it was one of the main reasons i left unicef (aaahahaha). why bother going if i don't know why i'm there? but now it doesn't matter to me so much. i don't have to make any big decisions now. i just want to go, i just want to learn things. exercise my brain. i'd be a career student, if i could. i would take all kinds of random things. 'correctional emergency preparedness'. skills needed for riot and disturbance control. methods of riot control, handling of unusual circumstances, what to do if taken hostage. will i ever NEED to know these things? probably not. you never know. but that's not the point.

what's the point? i don't know. i get to back to school, that's the point. and i'm happy about it.