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10 April 2004
2:32 pm

i had the bird dream again last night. and by again i mean that i'm pretty sure i had it before.. that was a thought that came to me in the dream. except this time there was more added. there always is. it started out i had my mom's camaro. so elise and steph (i think) and i were going to go to the beach and then to dinner. i had this funny little laptop with a travel keyboard and a travel mouse and i played with the travel number pad for quite sometime. regardless. they got here and [i don't really remember this part too much] i went downstairs to meet them but i decided i didn't have adequate music [and this was somehow taking up two hours because time always moves so fast in the dreams] so i went back upstairs and the men in suits were running around looking for It. It being whatever it is they are looking for this time. so i snuck back in my room and proceeded to panic. then i started packing a small bag with an orange and yellow skirt.. an orange pen i was going to use for eyeliner? the number keypad. and then i found what was It this time.. a pair of black underwear with a diamond on them. very strange. so i grabbed my bag and started running out just as they were running in and managed to dodge bullets and enemy both until i met up with the two head suits. and i pretended i was just passing through, just a normal girl looking for her things, and they said something, and i thought i was being clever so i said something like, "well, i have brown hair.." and opened the door and ran down the hallway. they weren't stupid but i ran fast enough to get to the elevator, almost knocking a poor guy over.. but i was trying too hard to get my wings out and just ended up flapping my arms uselessly. i jumped over the side of the escalator and ran for the door. spread out my arms and let the wind lift me up. let my toes drag along the ground just a little until i could push myself up.. a pretty white bird with a long wingspan. a flap and a flap and then a swoop out the door. i landed right next to the door of the camaro and told steph to just go ahead and drive or else we wouldn't get away. hip hop was on the radio and it was dark out and too late to go to the beach. i apologised for taking so long.

i like the bird dream. more of it, please. i don't know where it fit into the above, but at one point i was flying around the lobby of the place i was staying in. swooping around the chandeliers. it was great fun.