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did i mention i REALLY need a nap?

22 May 2004
4:43 pm

holy wow. i feel like i am about to fall asleep.. i don't know why i'm so tired.. maybe because i've been getting eight hours of sleep lately and the past two nights i've had about six. i guess that makes a big difference. yesterday was a good day though. i was a productive pony. i woke up, cleaned some. went around with elise looking for jeans. went to plato's closet and cursed small sizes. went to bealls (crap). ended up at target where we should have just gone to begin with. oh, they had this great red reversable strapless dress for 17.94. i wanted to buy it soooo bad. but i never wear dresses. and would never have a place to wear such a dress. because such a dress is for outside parties with drinks that have umbrellas and the sun shines down on glittering water. yeah. those kinds of parties. so. there was that. home, more cleaning. it was just. a big day. for me, who usually spends her day off lazing about. lazy lazy pony.

i am going to hell. i am going to hell, and how. when i was a waitress, i flirted for tips (don't scoff, they all do it, whether they admit it or not). now i flirt for credit card applications. this gets me into trouble every now and then. not trouble like scary men waiting outside for me when i try to walk to my car. trouble like being stuck in a conversation (about aol of all things) and not being able to escape. or. trouble like the reason i am going to hell. flirting with a CHILD (he was nineteen years old, granted.. but it was just. wrong) so i could get another application (so melissa gets her fun money and takes me out to lunch, yay free food) and then i was like, "oh no, he's flirting back" and it was disaster. in a really really amusing way. i was telling him and his little brother i had super powers.. i can fly.. but only when the moon is out. his little brother asked him if he was flirting with me and josiah and i bust out laughing. it was a good time. until he asked me if i had a significant other! :o which, i was impressed he said 'significant other'.. i so badly wanted to reply, "yeah, she's great" but i didn't, because the kid was harmless and there was no need to encourage such things.

holy crap. i am so tired. my fingers are flying and these words are coming out but i'm not thinking much of it. and damn it all i'm supposed to be writing this essay about tardblog and and and oh! my batteries died in my cd player and all my other batteries are at home! woe is me!

dearie me. i need a nap. and i only have like. ten minutes left. curses curses.

a minute and a half later: OH BUT. AHDFKL:. schh. hah. of COURSE this computer doesn't have word on it! OF COURSE it only has word viewer! because GOD FORBID anyone actually DO anything on this computer during their lunchbreak unless it is freakin' cyberscholar. OF COURSE. OF COOOOUUUURRRSE.

:dies: