in the past two days i have spent more time at dennys than i have at home. i do not want to go there, and i think matt and mary are back together.

chris is moving out of his house and rent there is only 450 dollars. he has wooden floors, if i remember correctly. if only we could sell the trailer tomorrow. damn.

give it here. and don't say nothin'.

___ has woven itself into everything lately. the closest i can get to _____ is synchronicity or god or coincidences or the unbelievable inconsequential. a reader board asked me if i was running away from something as i drove down belcher for the second time. a scientist wearing sandals speaks the phrase 'codependant no more'. a high five for writing for fun from a stranger.

you had to be there. and even still. you'd have to be me, i guess.

between dennys and driving aimlessly (and oh, how i mean aimlessly, like wandering like not paying attention like beautiful wonderful chorus of silence in the middle of the night .?) i have not had much sleep the last two days. i think i had maybe two hours last night. no sleep does well for streaming conciousness. none of that 56k shit, we mean thoughts connecting like fiber optics.

i contemplate eating. i find it needless. needles. meeehee.

i always forget about sleep deprivation. i will probably crash later.

i want my violin. or my something.

how about a pen and a cushy chair. i think i can do that.

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(p.s. you can play guess who at dennys. and candy land.)