dreams dreams and more dreams. recieving check after check (thirteen hundred... then seventy thousand) after disaster and disaster. my brother was still young and we had to figure out where we were going to put all our things. my mother was shot in the chest by a whole sling of white arrows. my father was there, but i can't remember what happened to him. i drove all over town, but i couldn't find my keys, i couldn't find my socks, and i couldn't wake up.