judging from the phone calls i got at two am, i could have gone out to orlando after the show and still been greeted with a party. but i just couldn't put myself in that party tate of mind--shit, i haven't even been much for drinking lately; i've had two drinks in the past... three weeks? a month? who knows how long it has been.

and tonight, i told michele i might go dancing with her and her friends (oh at that club where the girls dance with other girls :gasp:), since i didn't go last week or the week before or the week before... but again, i don't feel much like going to a dance floor, as unfamiliar and friendly as it may be. i feel like dancing, but that never changes. so maybe i'll go do this show in a couple of hours and come home to clean, to dishes, to do a bit of grocery shopping (though not too late else i be forced to shop at walmart), then find the disco station on the tv and dance the night away in socks on wooden floors.

i'm feeling kind of vanilla today (as with all days), sorry world.