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19 May 2005
12:46 am

blank stare, blank stare.
i'm too tired for this shit.
talking to dan and it seems like it has been forever when it has really been some days or weeks. talking to dan and i wonder if he knows that he gets to me. i'm sure he does, that's what dans are for. that's why talking to him is as big of a deal as it is.
talking to dan, and here i am crying over nick again, as i've been trying not to do (except for those brief moments in the cash office when counting change isn't loud enough to overpower the third u2 song this hour and the tears fall without effort with the drop of each penny into the cup); trying not to cry about it, trying not to think about it too heavily--because i end up here: with my knee to my forehead, curled up in a chair the best a big girl can curl.

i am too tired for this.