there was some rain last week, oh yes there was

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i've been up too late today! making pictures in photoshop. i've got to be to work in four hours.. nick needs to come home from his sister's and love me a bit so i can go to sleep

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let me press my face to his shoulder blades the way i like it

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don't cry i'll bring this home to you if i can make this night light enough to move

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yeah, i don't know what i'll do either.

one of those down moments where i can feel the up creeping around at the edge back around the corner.. but i don't want there to be an up, i don't want there to be a good, i don't want there to be an okay. cause for an up, a good, an okay... means that..

.aw, fuck. i'm going to sleep.