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[dirty knife/hold on]

30 March 2006
1:05 pm

today i am not happy
today i am rather meloncholy
i have some work to do and i have a headache
and the future looks like the sky behind these tinted windows
blue, but pale and washed out
i want to sigh a lot and make frowny faces
i love being jealous of a place
but ask me how i am and i'll say okay
i'm not lying, i'm not making the best of a situation, i'm not being strong
i'm really just okay
and kind of sad
because i don't have what i want
and i haven't seen my kitten
or my boyfriend
in days
and it is something i need to get used to

my new favourite songs are turning inside out
but still pushing me right along