today i am not happy today i am rather meloncholy i have some work to do and i have a headache and the future looks like the sky behind these tinted windows blue, but pale and washed out i want to sigh a lot and make frowny faces i love being jealous of a place but ask me how i am and i'll say okay i'm not lying, i'm not making the best of a situation, i'm not being strong i'm really just okay and kind of sad because i don't have what i want and i haven't seen my kitten or my boyfriend in days and it is something i need to get used to my new favourite songs are turning inside out
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