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it's the light of nowhere else burning to the east (on the bridge out of Hammond)

07 June 2006
6:26 am

oops! it's six-thirty!

but it has been awhile, i say, since i've accidentally stayed up all night making something new. an accident it was, i swear! i said to dan, goodnight! i'm going to bed!

that was at two. and then i don't know what happened. i was looking at pictures, and i said, hey! i will mess with this! and make it pretty and brown like that one coffee layout i had long long ago and enjoyed so much. yay brown.

brown, and a mad man from chicago. we left reckless records after seeing murder by death do their instore performance, we were walking down clark street, and here he was between two buildings. rocking the fuck out on his keyboard. and he was rad. he made a rad mad man keyboard player in a chicago alley face for me. so i gave him ten dollars.

and put him on the internet and call him captain badass.

cause i've been listening to songs:ohia on repeat all evening, and not in a mucky-muck sadness sort of way. while it can be meloncholy, indeed; it need not always be. sometimes it takes another form, and oh, how i love it. all words to the left, they [he-she-it]be responsible for.

except at some point i must stop and sleep, for i have an interview with target to rearrange so i can attend my assessment test at this temp agency. that's right, fair mishmosh to which i speak, i am currently unemployed. [note to self : also fill out unemployment, see if they will backpay, hooray]

so yeah, i'm looking for a job. but, as though this were some sort of surprise, i'm in no hurry. yes, i need the money. yes, there are things i must pay for like, food and gas and car type things. so i do not sit on my ass. but when i do sit on my ass, it will be at the beach. or with a book in hand.

or staying up all night on the computer. accidentally. hehe.

sweet dreams.