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i miss the internet, but i try to avoid it which is easy when i don't really have it at my house michele is back and des is around again she came up this weekend and i visited miami last weekend (neonlights!) this weekend has pulled up a lot of. unresolved something or others. and won't let it go. and i've been deep in it. we are in transition till monday, nana said it was allowed and i'm ready for monday, past ready to find a new job, i want this darkness to go away but i don't want to let go of it, especially if it is all i have i have my wall. it keeps me safe, protected. removed. i'm still building it sure, it gets a little shaky now and then, but the foundation is strong blahblahblah i'm so full of shit. you might not be able to tell from this as an example, but i am learning more and more everyday about clarity and communication. or something. :x
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