has it been six months already? really?

six months ago, it was the beginning of september and i was asking questions. i'd just started to think about moving to chicago. really, i was thinking about moving to minneapolis, but i couldn't allow myself to directly think about such a thing since i'd only come across the reason two days earlier.

as july and august heated up, i knew something was coming. i'd pinpointed august well in advance, i knew it to be the end of the session, of several. i knew something was coming but i didn't know what. on the first day of september

everything changed

more to say but i am sleepy