so! things change every day
i was going to go on this audition or that one, and then i found one i actually wanted to go on, for the part of the emotionally and physically abusive girlfriend who gets turned into a seed, really sounded like a lot of fun

but i didn't feel like waking up this morning. and i felt kinda bad about it cause i would like to do some acting right

but then you get some coffee and some house music in me and.. i love to dance, but i love to write more. and writing is like acting like dancing like conducting and more. so i think i should just focus my changeable desires into writing alone

so there is this book i will continue to work on,
and kevin, almost done with the first draft of the comic book he's writing with his roommate
started a conversation with me yesterday about the construction of another comic
simple 24 pg single issue thing
written by me, drawn by him
'you could come up with all kinds of fucked up things' he said, talking about my imagination and such
just think
not having to describe pictures
nor having to worry about a budget
i could do whatever i wanted

so anywho
now i just need to activate the idea machine
on coffee and house music alone
because i do not have a job yet
so there can be no 'pizza eating', as we have called it in my formative years
but when i can
i will
because this life is that way

what you talk about willis
i should stop drinking so much coffee
but it's not like i really drink all that much of anything else
juice, mm

science damn it. i love music

*dance dance dance*