this is the first time it's been difficult.

we were up all night and he went to work and i went to sleep, slept till two, so i'm still awake and he is asleep

and i got an email saying 'while your qualifications are impressive, we've decided to go with someone else'

which basically makes no sense to me
so i'm not very happy about it
and i kinda just want to go sit at dennys and eat frenchfries

but it's not the same
and i shouldn't be spending money anyway
i should probably just drink some juice and go to sleep

anyone want to pay me to write a book? that would be awesome..