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24 April 2008
10:09 am

i am debating whether or not i want to drink coffee.. i feel like i need it, what with the chill, the early hour rising, the rainy rain.. i've been up for two hours and i am still not functioning

but after managing to sleep easy last night and get up early, i feel like maybe i need to kick this habit i created, but i'm starting to get a headache, and my mood could definitely use the boost..

i feel weak lately, not in spirit, but physically. maybe the little muscles i cultivated last year have gone away. i don't know.

but i know that with smoking far less than i am used to, i am breathing easier. i've noticed a serious difference between now and when i first came here.. i ran out of breath quicker, and when i did, to keep breathing was sharp, stinging the inside of the chest, ack need water, etc

that doesn't happen anymore, which is nice. increasing stamina, which is nice, oh yes, and leads to other nice things

like intense looks on the face
you encourage me with your eyes
and my eyes, baby, so you make
me a little crazy and i  move     you
are bending my abilities and i am
realising that i have been lying to myself
all along


in other news, i broke kevin's bed.
well, at least performed the finishing move on an already weakened frame. so we put the mattresses on the floor, which is nice, cause it's one squeaky noise not to worry about anymore.