i need to stop drinking coffee and get ready to leave.

the night/morning before i dreamed a horror dream that i kept calling psycho beach party 7 (because it involved psychos and demons and, yes, you guessed it, a beach) and we were driving back for number 8 and no one could tell me why

last night i dreamed up new episodes of lost that involved natives and talking mauling rhinoceroses
and the idea that humans are "liquid time"

which is one of those things that sounds ridiculous if i try to justify it
but makes me wake up
and feel like i've got it all figured out
a sense of peacefulness about existence
and that's fine.
sometimes i want to keep my enlightenment to myself.

i should start having other thoughts so moodswing doesn't simply become dream and horoscope repository.

((i also find this line of thought amusing: think of liquid time. makes me think of donnie darko. brain describes as 'shit movie' although i have loved that movie in the past. because this is how much i HATED richard kelly for southland tales

also makes me think of kurt vonnegut, however.. nothing shit about him))