fuck. need to sleep. not like last night. went downstairs tonight and the kids next door were talking very loudly. 'oh blah blah i know who ian curtis is.' yeah well i know the fuck ian curtis is too, but that doesn't mean i don't have to sleep. fuck. now i'm awake. i just ate some toast. feeling sleepier. maybe toast will help me sleep. last time i walked in the room and woke kevin up because i had a thumbtack stuck in my foot. no good. need sleep. last day of work tomorrow. then partytime. need to be awake for partytime, could give a shit about work. goodnight. i hope