i know why! you can tell me anyway if you like, but i know the answer. it is just as i have previously said, i am now meant to write long sentences full of meanings and such (and coincidentally still no proper punctuation) and am meant to leave behind these line breaker thoughts if things are going to act according to my desires. is that not so?

according to my desires, to-morrow is friday! tomorrow is super awesome debate party friday wherein mr elf mccain will get his A handed to him. tomorrow is also super rockin' NEW PHONE DAY as i impulsively decided today that i would purchase a new phone complete with modern technology including but not limited to: texting! color display! a camera! ringtones! oh what bloody wicked excitement. except for the sad fact that in order to give up my sad old brick phone that would survive with the cockroaches, i must be responsible for my own two year agreement. well, alackadaddy, i'm surprised they gave me a contract at all considering the ridiculous bill i racked up with voicestream all those years ago and didn't pay until all those years later (voicestream became tmobile, no?)

there is a standard

yes! there is a standard, i do have standards. i started that sentence and i don't remember why

oh yes, it is staring at me, this standard ms windows desktop picture, some large and beautiful purple flower. to do this holy work i do, i have several programs i must use at once and they are all arranged around this flower so the center of the flower, the whatever-it-is-called, looks like the pupil of an eyeball. it reminds me of the title screens in the holy mountain, which makes me think that eyeball may have been a flower, or a peacock, perhaps.

tonight i will go home and have a drink, for it is thursday, tomorrow is friday and though i have to work on saturday, i can taste sweet darling freedom for a whole day.