what in hell is up with me today?

i stayed up late last night drinking grapefruit juice and watching the commentary on the holy mountain. then i read all i'd written here between the middle of 2006 and the beginning of 2008. but it was only 4:30 when i went to sleep, it wasn't THAT late really. then i took kevin to work.. and slept until 4! the word of the day is lethargy! a whole day i could've spent cleaning and doing assorted things, gone, lost and yeah, i have to work tomorrow to make up for monday.. today was my only actual weekend day!

and what a headache i have :(

so hopefully this coffee i'm drinking will fix it :(

but i slept til four and now it's seven and i'm drinking coffee and
i have to work at seven in the morning :(

and still, all i want to do is sleep!

what a mess!