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quantum

06 July 2009
2:04 pm

we are beginning a new cycle. i am, anyway. if you are a capricorn, you will join me.

funny, that. i'll be living with a capricorn. a capricorn and an aquarius, my two main influences.

while on that subject, john is a scorpio and kevin, he is an aries, but he is separate.

last night, wandering around the city, through the maze of the skyways, the four of us:me john keely katie (soon i will stop identifying them by name all the time)

we wandered, in different formations, sometimes one taking the lead or two this way, two behind and it interested me. i am beginning a new cycle, as i have said this is the first chapter of my life here, everything before now, or at least before this april, has been adjustment. now, here i am and here we are and i require my Love Thing, two female friends for the girl who doesn't get along with girls--one on one side, one for the other shoulder--and the strange male friend, platonic. these are the relationships i cultivate and in this cycle, i keep them all in one house, it's easier that way when going to school and will have to force thyself to stay home

i am rambling because it feels like saturday. kevin scheduled himself off work today so he could have a nice four day weekend. i am off because that is the new way of things--and yesterday i left after three hours because our phones were broken

i declared it due to the backwards nature of my mind powers, then i fell into a deep and penetrating sunday funk the likes of which i haven't seen in sometime.. katie came to pick up her durian she left in our freezer and also in the same mood, we went to john and keely, who are staying in lil katie's apartment

and then we began our adventure

when we arrived i found a sword on the ground. john scared me so i dropped it, but that's the kind of adventure it was--where you are given a weapon at the start like a video game, and then
there are maps to follow, like a video game

and you have control over everything that happens, like a dream
but everyone has control, you know
how can everyone have control to create reality when we all exist in the same reality?

how does that work?

it just does.

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