This song starts slow, opens up just after three minutes. After five minutes this song loves me in way I was unaware Mr Rice was capable.

I've been playing my guitar again the past few days. Yesterday I mentioned my fear that I am not, in fact, a writer. What if that's not it and I've been trying to force it all these years (more on this later)?

Last night I was playing some little diddly, wondering if I'll ever get used to singing.

"You should keep doing that," he said. "Get better at that."

I know what I'm capable of. If I could do that, do this and various other musics... then it would be worth it

Confidence I am always lacking.