Oh speaking of self referential things I have a lot of loose diaries hanging around, I mean, not like a lot, but definitely several, most of which are never used but occasionally I will show up and parade around as someone else, well, not really, I never really claim to be anyone else, except for this one time, recently, fairly recently, like, within the last two years, I made one when I was angry and now I can't damn remember what it was damn called.. I know the one and the other and the other.. and the one with the password on it that only got used for bookwork and then.. this one.. what was it.. oh all the diarylands I may have made in my spare thoughts that are forever lost to the pixels