oh, oh... there is no hope. no hope for me. i am at the end of my rope. there is a rope, i have it and if you found it somewhere, in the middle, you could follow it to either end and there i would be. i am at both ends. of the same rope.

although i'm not sure how or where you would just happen upon a rope, somewhere in the middle. i suppose if you happened upon my rope somewhere other than the middle (this somehow seems more likely.. there are two ends and only one middle.. though the middle would likely be longer.. but where does the middle end and i begin? is there a statistician in the house?!) then logic would stand you would find me there and we would share the end. together, we could experience infinity.

though i hardly think two ends of a single rope constitute infinity. duality, more like.

...i am so sleepy.