ah, this is bullshit. I'm supposed to be writing all weekend! not impaired by whatever this arm business is, trying to figure out if I'm actually feeling weirdness in my leg on the same side or just being weird, basically freaking myself out and causing strange breathings, which then causes me to freak out even more.. I guess I should probably take more ibuprofen.. oh, this is utter nonsense. give me back my careless youth.