maybe I won't get dressed today. I finished the bulk of painting the basement room yesterday, a big wall of purple. it might be a bit too much but I kind of like it for now. maybe later I'll add some stencils. or paint over it entirely. let it evolve. with my many whims.

next I need to assemble the desk. arrange items. make it functional. figure out my position. need more lamps. but maybe not today. maybe today I won't get dressed, drink coffee in my sleeping-clothes, read a book, watch a movie, and stare at a blinking cursor, praying for some kind of clarity or guidance

I'm here now, I'm here..

what would you have me do?