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so I know that I'm really excited to finally be writing and to hopefully, finally be trying to mold those troublesome memories into something worthwhile but when I finally get right down to it and have to start pushing out the hard thoughts is when i start thinking that maybe I can't do this after all maybe this is a dumb idea nobody will care everyone's father will die and it's the last one that makes me think yes but it's also what makes me think the rest, because I want it to be good, I don't want it to be dumb and maybe
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