demand to yourself that you start doing all these things you always say you might

stop hating/fearing dinkytown and west bank starts to look interesting

realize you missed murder by death (for the 100th time since moving to minneapolis) yesterday

but impulsively buy a ticket for archers of loaf

by yourself
at a music show
in a bar
WHOOAAAAA it's like you're not old & dead after all

now freak out a little, but not for too long because it's bed-time