aaand I just got out of work early because I haven't really slept in two days

but mostly because I kept getting interrupted while I was reading Twilight in the bathroom

sigh

I should've just married rich during my thrift-store trophy years, now that shine's all behind me

I guess I'll just do this

It's weird to be depressed and know it, and feel it sort of, but not really. Just feel a kind of nothing, laid over a vague low tide, waves receding like lips over gums, pulled back in an aggressive monkey smile