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End-of-year work party in less than an hour, then holiday party with friends after. Terrified of both. This has to end soon. I don't want to uncover the depths of my resolve, the extent of my strength, or my willingness to just. hold. on. I don't need to know this. Really wish I'd given it an extra week before I quit smoking, but there's no going back now.
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