today is a day that in florida means that it's time to go out and buy shorts because spring and summer are right on their merry little way. the air is silver and dripping with rain that is only now beginning to fall and though some would describe it as dreary, if you just turn on a light everything is rainbows and sunshine.

everything is okay now and things are beginning to progress. as far as andy goes, you know it is a good time to stop fucking around and get your head together when you walk into your frequented gas station and the afternoon shift lady starts yelling at you to put your eyes back in your head and see the world around you. music helps me exercise my demons and whatnot and the song i've been working on for the past weeks is nothing but purging. and i'll probably end up scratching the song and burying it away in my desk but i've been writing a song for a week. and i've been told iiiiii have radio potential. so listen up, children.

work is money and the challenge is improv comedy. but i'm trying and they seem to be willing to let me work out my nervousness because we all believe that i can do it. i just need to let go. it is what it is. who i am, where i am, what i'm doing. if you say so, i say so. indeed.