so i just spent all the time between now and the last crappy entry reading a bunch of my old entries.. from the very beginning up until enterint college.. and i don't think my mood is any better off for it. there are parts that i miss from that year before college. the sleeplessness. the ability to screw up royally. the freedom versus the anxiety. i don't know.

in unrelated, much better news, i have the coolest boyfriend alive.

satellite005: some older woman was like 'hah. love your peice of shit, i mean car..'

pseudosara: :o

satellite005: so i said 'at least my life is stress free when i'm not worrying about being pretty'

pseudosara: hahaha

satellite005: and she took that exactly how i'd hoped she would.

satellite005: 'fuck you you little punk'

satellite005: then i said 'sorry, my girlfriend would kill you and your boyfriend'

pseudosara: hahaha

pseudosara: yesss

satellite005: with a shite eating grin

i love him. dan is also terrific. i would be lying somewhere dead in a gutter if it were not for the two of them. throw in a jon and you have my three wise men. that is all. must go to sleep.