it still surprises me sometimes how i can be struck with a bout of random meloncholy, like a stinger from some odious wasp. i was looking at the international studies page from the spc catalogue... russia, cambridge, spain, mexico, italy--even costa rica despite not being into the science thing... who cares where, but SOMEWHERE. i'd love to go. but would i ever be able to afford it? probably not. they don't generally offer scholarships for such events. but oh, to see it all...

blah. time to pick classes. to give up my saturdays or my early mornings before work. i look forward to it..